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unread

unread

in my country. there’s so much that we leave unsaid. and say in between the lines. but. will you ever be able to read. f r e e d o m as peace. is the question.

escape

escape

why? why do my nights carry a burden why cannot my eyes see any color i knock on its door daily. ‘there aren’t answers for all the why’s.’ it says. on some-days. and shuts the door. other days. it calls me in. ‘make yourself at […]

home

home

home is not where the heart is. because i’ve carried it all along with me in dark pockets. and homes are not dark places. home rather is no place but just a feeling. a feeling that comes when all other feelings leave. and you’re free […]

why i write.

why i write.

and why do you write?  

what paradise?

what paradise?

this  w h i t e, is snow, no more, it is my shroud. i wait and wait and  w a i t. springs don’t arrive nor does  l i f e. but the fallen do death does. death, death, and just  d e a […]

empty wars of midnight

empty wars of midnight

mid of the night is the time of rebellion. we put a war with things infront. and walk away tirelessly. with abstracts and memories. we clutch fingers with past. with chaos. and all our failures. and never look for the ray that’d take us out […]

failure

failure

i know. i shall be remembered said one of my failure silently. to another. and. i stood there watching. saw my struggles break down one by one. my life used to be balanced. i used to win. i used to fail. but now i cannot […]

million questions

million questions

the night arrives the same but time travels with hollow arms making too much of noise. or is it just my loneliness? moon slips out of its veil like sand from the hourglass. shines bright. turning my yellow into green. or have i lost all […]

hope

hope

how much hope is enough for one to save oneself? i carried a bit with me like rose fragrance. that did not last long. but enough to save me, as it is. hopeless minds and hopeless hearts are haunted places. where no one loves to […]

chilai kalan and frozen wishes

chilai kalan and frozen wishes

dragging myself towards a blurred window pane. i wipe its tears. its broken glass pane. a broken winter i see too. the outside world forms. an overcast sky so blue. motion of life slow like. droplets dripping from those icicles i’ve smashed too. its a […]